urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin drinkydrin drinkydrin 2009-12-05T07:52:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:80516 2009-12-05T07:52:56Z 2009-12-05T07:52:56Z one of the most anticipated time of my current life.<br />i want to share with you the joy, i want you to put on my cap for me also.<br />but but but, it will nvr happen. <br />each time i see your calendar and that day is empty.<br />was hoping to hear a yes.<br />sad, definitely, inevitable.<br />want a picture with you on one of my most memorable day. <br />sigh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:80241 2009-12-05T01:11:24Z 2009-12-05T01:11:24Z just wish you could be there.<br />but it's too late. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:80038 2009-09-28T19:34:56Z 2009-09-28T19:34:56Z not many days left.&nbsp;<br />counting down to the day.<br />so many things have happen and it seem like it's going back to square one.<br />i don't know how to say, but i'll still say it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:79639 2009-08-13T19:26:43Z 2009-08-13T19:26:43Z i have no right to feel how i want to feel.<br />my feelings have lost its freedom.<br />what you want it to be it must be it.<br />you never spare a thought for me.<br />what can i say?<br /><br />FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:79384 2009-07-16T14:28:52Z 2009-07-16T14:28:52Z My birthday is finally over.<br />sunday i had dinner with my family to celebrate my birthday and also my dad's one.<br />we had lunch at Marina Mandarin's Peach Blossoms. the food is great, as usual my favourite oriental cuisine! (:<br /><br />And on my actual birthday, went to double o.<br />and i think im down at 1am or so. damn cui! hahaha.<br />but im happy to meet up with many of my classmates.<br />and also my beloved sister hannah, and her sister helena, bronson, sarah and bf, abby, karmen, sandy.<br />and my ritz colleagues.<br />thanks people for coming! (:<br />hope you all did enjoy yourself!<br /><br />thank you sister for planning and settling all the things at double! THANK YOU!!<br />without you, i think the whole thing is a flop alr!<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:79114 2009-07-03T16:14:34Z 2009-07-03T16:14:34Z i am going to take a step back.<br />you don't have to bother bout me.<br />you might not even care about me.<br />i don't know what to say, what to do anymore.<br />all my efforts gone to waste.<br />that thing has marked my downfall.<br />that thing might not even be important to you.<br />fuck it man. FUCK IT!<br /><br />all i want is to enjoy my bday.<br />and my wish is to have you.<br /><br />im thinking too much. so i should come back to reality and think again!<br />i shouldn't hurt you anymore.<br />maybe i should just go, so you 'll have a peaceful life.<br />you take care ah.&nbsp;<br /><br />im going to get my itouch soon, in a few days time.&nbsp;<br />and next im going to buy my coach wallet or maybe bintan first.<br />then after that if i can save enough money, i'll get the coach bag that i want.<br />this are all the things that i want to get before im enlisting.<br />im working for it!<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:78931 2009-06-29T05:32:53Z 2009-06-29T05:32:53Z i don't know what is wrong!<br />is it me or is it you?<br />there are so many things to joke or tease about.<br />why choose something you know that i will be unhappy eh?<br />don't tell me you don't know. it's not the first time also.<br />ya you did nothing wrong. i am wrong.<br />i shouldn't have bothered so much about you.<br />i shouldn't be so bothered about what you do.<br />what you want to do just do ah.<br />i can't stop you, and you also won't listen.<br />i shall just keep quiet, and i shall not bother you.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); "><span style="font-size: xx-small; ">i don't know why.<br />but i felt the pinch.<br />my heart sunk.<br />im holding it back, it's very hard.<br />why do i feel this now?<br />why am i doing all these?<br />it's bcos i love you.</span></span><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:78753 2009-06-28T17:49:11Z 2009-06-28T17:49:11Z O bar was fun! but some things happened too.<br />chill man! hope my tequila shot chilled you! (: hahaha.<br />so many happening stuffs happened. and i cannot comment much about it.<br />drinks were like free. we can keep drinking and drinking.<br />and we got a drunkard, thanks ah dorothy! need people to take care of you!<br /><br />next session ill be on my bday!&nbsp;<br />Butter Factory my friends!&nbsp;<br />CHEERS!&nbsp;<br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:78588 2009-06-23T19:27:57Z 2009-06-23T19:27:57Z my birthday is coming soon.<br />but i don't know how to celebrate.<br />it's not the same as last time.<br />something is amiss.&nbsp;<br />there's something that i really want, but i know i can't get it.<br />maybe i should just work and let the day pass.<br />there's no meaning to it.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size: small; "><span class="Apple-style-span">work work work.<br />i want to save money and go shopping!<br />my watch, wallet and bag! omg.<br />can't wait to get it! (: i'll get it 1 by 1.<br />before i go ns. i should be able to have it all! (: hahahahhaa</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px; "><br /></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size: xx-small; ">if it reaches there<br />i believe i can see the smile on your face<br />but it didn't<br />who can understand how i felt?<br />it's totally hell for me<br />no words of concern<br />unappreciated</span><br /><span style="font-size: xx-small; ">demoralised<br />felt so stupid</span><span style="font-size: smaller; "><br /><br /><br type="_moz" /></span><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:78210 2009-06-16T17:18:40Z 2009-06-16T17:18:40Z IT'S GONE! WHERE THE FUCK IS IT NOW?<br />I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN DO!<br />IM TIRED!<br />I NEED A BREAK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:77886 2009-06-14T20:08:56Z 2009-06-14T20:08:56Z i think it's gone.<br />is this fate?<br />the thing that i got and made me so happy.<br />now im giving the thing you wanted the most from me.<br />i just hope to make you happy.<br />it's nothing special, but maybe it's special to you.<br />now i think it's lost.<br />maybe it doesn't matters you anymore.<br />that's how i feel.<br />if im wrong, do let me know.<br />take care.&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:77772 2009-06-11T04:49:28Z 2009-06-11T04:49:28Z my caas results are out.<br />Gas Turbine Engine - failed<br />Aviation Legislation - failed<br />Human Factor - passed<br />Physics - passed<br />Basic Aerodynamics - passed<br /><br />im very sad and disappointed with my results. i only expected to fail GTE, but now i fail AL also. it's fucked up!<br />how could i fail? i don't understand how i can fail. seriously! i feel so stupid. and people laughed at me! thanks alot.<br /><strong><span style="font-size: xx-large; ">FUCK!!!!</span></strong><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); "><span style="font-size: smaller; ">i don't know the fate of that thing. but i seriously hope it will reach your hands safely.<br />maybe you don't feel much, but it meant alot to me.<br />unexpected reactions, if it was someone else your reaction will be so different.<br />i know the difference. sigh.<br />i am to blame. just wish things will improve.<br />just stay happy and take care.<br />happy bday!</span></span><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:77388 2009-06-01T17:00:08Z 2009-06-01T17:00:08Z my uncle's wedding is finally over.<br />and i went around singapore for the past few days to eat.<br />and the next few days im going around to eat too. (:<br />but im deprived of sleep.<br />all the photos of the wedding and the k box session is on facebook.&nbsp;<br />if you want to see then go see. (:<br />goodnight peeeeeps! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:77290 2009-05-24T18:04:07Z 2009-05-24T18:04:07Z i find that i've been sleeping really alot these few days!<br />omg. i think it's bcos of the time that i go to bed and also bcos i got nth on.<br />hahahaha! bed is my next best friend! and im so gonna miss my bed soooon.<br />bcos my uncle is coming on tuesday from australia so i got to sacrifice my bed for him. ):<br />this week very free bcos only weekend then got work. sian!<br />no money!!!!!!!!<br />i need lots and lots of money now.. i need at least 1200+ by mid july!!<br />bcos most probably im going to london in august with my sisters! (:<br />and we'll be going to paris too! hahaha.<br />and also i want my agnes b watch! i like it alot.<br />which kind soul will buy for me? hahaha! guess i got to slog my life for all these.<br /><br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:76817 2009-05-22T02:16:11Z 2009-05-22T02:16:11Z I GRADUATED! ((:<br />i am no more 0606975A!<br />graduation day met up with many coursemates.<br />it's very hot, but it's very fun.<br />head down to arab street to eat and chill out.<br /><br />ytd i worked from morning 7am till at night 11pm.<br />very tired but it's okay.<br />bcos my phone kept vibrating. thanks eh! (:<br /><br />today morning woke up early again.<br />this time is to go buy liverpool's match tickets.<br />IM GOING TO WATCH LIVERPOOL PLAY!! ((:<br />torres, gerrard... hahaha! and i don't have to pay! :/<br />so now, im going back to get more sleep. or i'll turn into a panda in no time!<br />goodnight people!<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:76559 2009-05-18T13:16:53Z 2009-05-18T13:16:53Z im still sick!<br />seriusly they should just quarantined me.<br />i seriously have symptoms of swine flu.<br />it's making me feel so terrible.<br />cough cough cough.<br />headache, flu, fever and diarrhoea.<br />i feel so shit.<br />when will i recover?&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:76419 2009-05-04T09:11:24Z 2009-05-04T09:11:24Z 2 different people in this world.<br />2 different expressions and all.<br />still trying to find out the truth.<br />using one of my best friend to spy.<br />is this what you have always been doing?<br />don't have to say anything, or do anything.<br />and it hurts alot too.<br />i am so disappointed.<br />maybe there are more that i don't know.<br />so i must put myself on high alert.<br />so i will not tell anyone something important anymore.<br />if you don't know, or don't want to reply my email.<br />then don't have to crack your brain or what to reply.<br />just tell me. so i won't have to waste my gprs to keep checking my emails even when im working!<br />thanks alot ah! to the both of you.&nbsp;<br />both of you stands a place in my heart, both treating me like.....<br />TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED!<br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:76116 2009-05-03T13:51:52Z 2009-05-03T13:51:52Z im going to hong kong next week.<br />and there's a case of swine flu in hong kong.<br />i hope i'll be safe and sound!<br />so must you take care of yourself eh.<br />we are strong to fight swine flu! (:<br />i hope things will be different.<br />hope you won't get distracted.<br />can't wait for october!<br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:76029 2009-04-30T16:10:25Z 2009-04-30T16:10:25Z no matter what it is,<br />this is life!<br />yes or no,<br />life still has to go on!<br />at the end of the day,<br />it's just me and you!<br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:75670 2009-04-27T17:40:08Z 2009-04-27T17:40:08Z &nbsp;i've been working very very hard now to save money to go hk to buy things for my family and myself.<br />and some gifts for my friends! esp simon, bcos the 2 of us have been working tgt this few weeks.<br />only the 2 of us, and bcos the 2 of us are going to serve NS this year.<br />and my enlistment is on october 8. it's very long!<br />but im lucky that im able to work for F1 again!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); "><span style="font-size: smaller; ">i know it's not easy for you<br />but you still got to continue<br />i'll give you my support if you need<br />all the best<br />take care</span></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:75420 2009-04-15T10:57:09Z 2009-04-15T10:57:09Z my comp is totally dead! i am very bored at home!<br />someone save me!<br />physics exam today wasn't that bad eh! i think i am able to pass! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:75099 2009-04-14T16:06:56Z 2009-04-14T16:06:56Z my CAAS exam is fucked up.<br />i took 3/5 papers alr, and i think i can only pass 1 paper so far.<br />which is human factor.<br />aviation legislation still got chance to pass.<br />gas turbine engine confirm FAIL!<br />now my mood is so fucked up.<br />tmr physics paper, thursday basic aerodynamics.<br />how to study? fuck ah!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); "><span style="font-size: smaller; ">i wish you were here.<br />i miss you.</span></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:74886 2009-03-17T14:10:31Z 2009-03-17T14:10:31Z I PASSED MY DRIVING!<br />and i am going to hong kong! (:<br />i want to enjoy as much as possible before i go NS!<br />and i will make it happen! hahahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:74600 2009-02-21T17:48:26Z 2009-02-21T17:48:26Z another chapter closed.<br />a new chapter is inevitable.<br />i just hope i pass all my exams and graduate! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:drinkydrin:74394 2009-02-08T15:00:24Z 2009-02-08T15:00:24Z i've said what you want to know!<br />all i want is to know how you feel!<br />you tell me that you'll only tell me when you feel secured!<br />fuck! i don't know what's the fucking difference!