i think i've let my parents down by doing this.
but it takes alot of courage to do this.
for all that i've done, all my sins, all my misdeeds..
i apologise for every mistakes that i've commited! 

all i want is YOU!
i might not have the chance to be with you anymore,
but hope you'll take care of yourself and study hard.

dad and mum, thanks for everything you have gave me. for tolerating me! i love you..
goes to my both sisters! thanks alot. though i find you all quite irritating at times!

sister hannah.. i really miss you!

bye people!

times have changed
dedications are meaningless
do you still enjoy listening to dedications i made for you?


aiya fuck ah!
why am i so fucking emo?
why am i so persistent?
why am i asking it for myself?
fuck ah!

i have not done well in school.
i screwed up lots of things.
nothing seems to be going right for me.
i wish i have a support, 
someone who is there to motivate me,
someone that makes me wanna work real hard!
i am trying my best already,
but i think i've not fully utilise my potential!
i am going to do my best!

exam is on 10th October!
i die die gotta pass! who wanna stay up all night at airport with me? haha